Day & Daily

Long time no blog. (:

2010-07-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

I guess, being scolded isn't a really very comfortable thing.

But of course, it is being scolded.

I apologise, it was my fault, I did not study for the test....

I'm so sorry...

Recently, I have been doing my best in everything I do.

(Well, there are some stuff I'm doing which I'm not suppose to be: Playing at some times and watching shows.) ^^; forgive me, everyone.

I seriously need to start working hard..

I'm trying out ACJC direct school admission Drama,

Really hope I can get in, then I won't be so stressed out about 'O' levels,

but of course, I still need to get good results.

Down With Love & Autumn's Concerto are two very nice shows (:

I realise that Jerry's ( Xiang Yuping) and Vanness's (Ren Guangxi) role is almost similar,

Yuping is a lawyer, so is Guangxi.

Xiaoxiaobin is related to Yuping (Yuting- Nephew) , so is to Guangxi (Xiaole-Son).

Plus, they both got good charisma and handsome too :D

Okay luh GTG.

GOtta rest now ((:

Disappointment.

2010-05-21T09:15:00.000-07:00

Okay, I don't get to see Show Luo after all.
But I pray for him that his concert will be a huge success and a blast tomorrow,
Wishing him All The Best (:

Today was pretty boring,
Chinese Intensive...
Then POA and Physics...
I'm so tired,
Must be from the late night sleeps.
I APOLOGISE ^^

Enjoyed YWM session today with Clara, Jeremy, Victor and Leonard (:
Had a good laugh from the conversations we made :D

Okay, shall blog some other time (: GOODNIGHTS! :D

HIHI! :D

2010-04-27T03:37:00.000-07:00

Wow.

Haven't posted for days? :D

Yeah..

I'm here to post but I think this will be the last until after mid-year examinations ):

HUNGRY~~ [currently..]

Youth Mass [24th April 2010] was great. I have never went for a Youth Mass before, but wow, so little people. Wished there were more..

I was suppose to help out as a warden,

but I didn't really helped out much in the end.

BUT, I gained a really great experience!

Thanks to those who persuaded me to help out so that I would actually attend and experience Youth Mass! <3

Seriously.. I've never thought of joining a Youth ministry but ever since I found out Clara Lai is in Youth Worship Ministry and found out what they really do,

I want to joinnnnnnnn.

But only after my mid years,

surely Mummy and Daddy won't mind letting me go join a youth ministry, right? *w*

Now very stress for examinations,

yet I'm still distracted by this computer.

But I'm working hard and doing my best.

I will score well :D

ALL THE BEST CHERIE KWEK! :D

chiong-ing coursework in process~

Happiness taken in by breath.

2010-04-19T03:37:00.000-07:00

I don't know if I've done something wrong.

But it seemed like I did.

I.. just don't want to quarrel anymore, you see?

If everything could be perfect and peaceful, I'm willing to do anything, anything at all.

I was taken aback by my own emotions.

I really didn't know that it would end up this way.

My mind is so loaded right now.

With worries and more worries.

I just want to continue staying happy. Like how I can just get it by breathing the air around me.

Blast - ed! :D

2010-04-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

I'VE NEVER FELT SO BLAST-ED.

Today is the day I have been waiting for.

It's just so happy seeing everyone smile.

Let's start.... :D

When party started, we had amazing race at my condominium area.

At the first station,

Yi Xiang was in charge, THE MAIN GAME-MASTER.

Then it was my station..

Then Eugene's,

Then Amanda's :D

Well, it started raining half-way,

so it wasn't all that great.

While everyone was drenched,

I begged for the room as we needed a shelter (:

Well, we got it, the uncle was very nice, unlike some others..

Yixiang, Eugene and I went back to my house to grab all the necessary stuff,

Just thinking of the bittergourd drink and super sour drink is already starting to make me puke.

We also had bittergourd with salt :S

When Mr Derick arrived, we played 'Indian Poker' and 'Mystery Number'.

The punishments were to consume those disgusting beverages...

Well, of course everyone wanted to sabotage Mr Derick as well as the organisers [points to self]. when playing 'Indian Poker',

I think Mr Derick really drank a lot...

He had so many sweet wrappers on his table..

According to Yon Chin, he was going to get diabetes.

I just want to say something,

"Sometimes you have to accept facts, where there are such people called traitors and for the traitors, there are such things called retribution ;]"

Well, what happened was Edwin, Zen and Jiaying wanted to gain Mr Derick's trust and betray him in the end. But Edwin and Jiaying also got punishments, Zen was lucky ;D

After which, 'Mystery Number' was another sabotage game.

Yixiang and I pretended that we had to get some stuff,

then we went to get the water balloooooooooons :D

HAHAHAHAHA!

Amanda lied to them that we were playing 'Mafia',

Then they all warned us not to push them into the pool,

But when they closed their eyes,

Eugene, Yixiang and I threw water balloons at them! :D :D :D

A water balloon fight started!

Everyone was aiming Mr Derick,

I would say he's real good at dodging. [Yixiang threw a lot at him]

Little did we (organisers) know,

Mr Derick came up to us and say,

"Do you guys know something called 'Suicide bombers'?",

then he came up to us and squeezed the water balloons!

Cheater.......

We got all wet and changed.

(For those who thinks, where is the story of Susan? I don't wanna talk about it)

Then we had dinner :D

KFC AND PIZZA HUT !

Had fan-awesome fun went we went to shoot hoops :D

Everyone could get the ball into the hoop except Mr Derick, he like so depressed.

When he finally got in, he was so happy. Somemore demo how to act like someone who is great at playing basketball.

Amanda, Jonathan, Eugene and Mervin jumped into the pool , LOL.

We had photo taking and Mr Derick left after the guys made him drink the last cup of bittergourd drink..

'BLOW WIND BLOW' was fun! :D

Then we had dancing!!!!!!!

We also played 'Mafia' [for real] (:

I was already so beat by then. Felt like Zzzzzzzzzz.

OKAY GTG.

Need to sleep le :D

pictures tmr k?

NIGHTS!

ONE MORE DAY :D

2010-04-14T21:04:00.000-07:00

YAY! ONE MORE DAY!

Just another one more day and we will be having fun (:

I really hope everyone can come! :D

AGAIN AGAIN!!

Why is it always you?

Can't you just give us a break?

Can't you tell that we are already very upset?

Don't you understand how we feel?

You condemn us before finding out the truth!

It's just so frustrating that you want to make this mess.

but I will still love you no matter what, because you are my sister.

Well, sometimes, there are troubles and messes in the world.

Someone once told me,

"Theatres is a place where we can escape"

I totally agree with that.

It's one of the reasons why I LOVE drama and theatres.

It's a place where I can be very vulnerable, a place where I can bring down my facade, a place where I can expressed myself the way I want.

I dont know when and how,

you all will totally understand and feel my concern and care.

But there will be a day,

where we celebrate,

smile,

love,

and play together :)

I love all of you very much.

ONE OF THE BEST DAYS.

2010-04-13T06:02:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS GREAT.

Today was a great day.

I've never felt this much warmth.

It was cold as not many turned up for drama,

but I could feel that Drama was getting closer and closer everyday.

Not much happened during curriculum time.

Had lunch with Ryan, Lisa, Marcus, Aidah and Tiffany.

Chit chatted and we shared our monologues.

Went to changed and got ready for Drama.

Drama started off normal,

until Mr Derick asked if anyone had a marker.

Well, I gave mine and he told me to write on the whiteboard the names of all the graduating seniors.

So I did.

Then he walked to his bag and took out a big plastic bag,

Took out 10 notebooks, and some decorative-materials-type-things.

*MAJOR SHOCK*

I never knew he cared this much.

He told the juniors to decorate them with our names,

THANK YOU JUNIORS, THEY WERE AWESOME! :D

All the seniors were upset we had to leave......

Then we did our usual warm-ups,

After that, Mr Derick took out a smiley face ball like thing which now we name "Happy Ball".

We played one-step tag.

IT WAS FUN.

Up next was break before our MONOLOGUES.

Abigail went first, then Kenji.

I WAS NEXT.

I loved my script, I mean, it was so full of how I feel. [minus the ending -suicidal- part]

I thoroughly felt the emotion....

The feeling was great....

I received massive applause from my DRAMA family and also praises and some advice from Mr Derick.

I am very happy.

I liked that feeling.

TO TELL THE TRUTH, EVERYONE DID A GREAT JOB ;D

We are a family, We are the Drama Club of Deyi :D

We were passing "Happy Ball" around trying to make everyone happy,

for those who cried.

I almost did but I didn't.

I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY.

I don't know if anyone felt unhappiness.

I don't know if there were still grudges.

But one thing I know for sure,

We, Deyi English Drama Club, is and will always be a family.

I love my juniors.

I love my peers.

I love my trainer.

I love my seniors.

Gold with Honours is not impossible,

is whether you guys want it or not.

ALL THE BEST, we will come back to give all our support.

We will never leave anyone behind.

We will do our best to understand one another.

Nothing can stop us from getting the best that we deserve,

when we work hard for it.

I LOVE YOU ALL,

always remember that (:

Good night & Sweet dreams, God Bless :)

Gear-ed up.

2010-04-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

BORED. CAN'T WAIT FOR 170410!

Wow, can't believe LTC is over! NO MORE REHEARSALS!

I'm going to miss THE DRAMA CLUB!

Band is having their SYF. Wishing them all the best, I still dont know the results, but I bet they are already out by now.

Okay, just receive news...

DMB won all 3 awards, Congratulations!

I WANT TO CRY LA!

I dont want to step down from drama club....

I will miss you all terribly..

Monday and Tuesday will be our last sessions.. *sniff*

But I will be back occasionally to haunt you people , DO NOT WORRY.

SWITCHING OFF, BYEBYE.

SUCCESS!

2010-04-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS AWESOME!

Finally DRAMA CLUB performed and it was a blast!

To all cast members,

YOU GUYS DID GREAT & you guys have made that mark and stepping stone you guys wanted to make.

Long speech coming up:

I would like to thank the cast members for being their best.

I would like to thank the cast members for remembering their lines.

I would like to thank the cast members for remembering their blocking.

I would like to thank the cast members for their characterization.

I would like to thank everyone for bearing my temper.

I would like to thank everyone for helping me out.

I would like to thank everyone for receiving criticism and improving.

I would like to thank everyone for the great times we had.

I would like to thank the DRAMA CLUB for all their love & support.

I would like to thank the DRAMA CLUB for all the understanding.

I would like to thank Mr Derick for helping us in our direction.

I would like to thank Mr Derick for helping us in every way of LTC.

Although we had little quarrels,

we managed to solve all our problems.

At the end, we still remain a family, a wonderful DRAMA FAMILY.

We love each other to bits and we never leave anyone alone.

We support one another to the very end,

And we will show everyone that we can be the best.

LONG LIVE DEYI ENGLISH DRAMA CLUB!

We will have the best fun we ever have on the day of our appreciation and celebration.

AWESOME MUCH DAY.

2010-04-06T03:05:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome.

It wasn't meant to be awesome as it is E-Learning day.

But ever since the drama LTC peeps came, it totally turned awesome.

No offence to other drama members, I STILL LOVE YOU ALL.

Everyone was great today.

But people!

Memorise your lines and practice your emotions!

We had a serious run,

then we had giving notes,

then we had focus count,

when later we played concentration.

I had a good laugh today, they are so funny..

Amanda Miracle, THANK YOU! She treated us to KFC. LOVE YOU.

Then after concentration, we played name tag.

Everyone was upset Mr Derick and Kenji couldn't come.

4 of the LTC cast didn't come as well,

of which only 3 I forgive.

I don't know what to say about the last one already. I did what I could.

Then after we finished,

we went to the patio at my house to take pictures.

Then we went to the swimming pool.

On the way there, Lisa, Aidah and I planned to push people down the pool.

Turned out, I was the first person to be pushed into the pool.

Followed by Eugene, then Mervin, then JiaJia :D

SO FUN!

LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS.

Need to do E-Learning...............

Byebye (:

6 more days! (teeth-chattering.)

2010-04-02T22:56:00.001-07:00

Good afternoon! (:
Yesterday, the Lord died for all of us.
Tomorrow, he resurrects.
He died on the cross to clear our sins,
yet we take things for granted,
I am a very good example.
But I'm doing my best to change.
No matter what, I will become a better person :)

Okay, enough with the in dept thingy.
Went with family to market early in the morning.
Had mushroom soup for breakfast.
Funny things happened.
Like how I see number plates like,
"SJL" & "SJW", even "SDQ".
Some people would know what I mean (:

Have much planning to do.
Oh yes, Not forgetting PLANNING for F&N coursework... Sian!
But still must do.

Lunchtime concert is in 6 days time,
I pray hard for it to be a success.
But like, the foyer isn't such a good location, honestly.
Last 3 rehearsals on monday, tuesday and wednesday.
I really want to thank all the LTC people who have been working hard to make this performance work.
I mean, without them, I won't be able to do this show alone.
Credits come later, rest assure your names will be WIDE & BIG on my blog ;D
Really thank you all sooooooo much, loves loads!
Wanna thank my trainer, Mr Derick, too.
He really helped us a lot :D

Okay, need to go get ready for POA tuition now.
Die, never do homework ):
Forgive me......

Goodbye! (:

Back to where I came from.

2010-03-31T06:10:00.000-07:00

Today, I feel like a load was taken off my back, as in seriously.

I am so happy that we've finally reconciled.

Well, we couldn't have allowed things to carry on like this.

Now we need just one more session like today all together,

then everything will be much much better.

I love you guys, that's why I care (:

I'm happy you all can see and feel what I feel.

SOOOOOO happy today luh, really..

But wha, the stress & fear that I had upon me when he entered the room.

I dislike the feeling, definitely not the person.

Just take it easier on them, I love you loads though, LOL.

LOVES LOVES LOVES.

See everyone next week and loves to all the people who helped made my day! :D
Thanks Ryan Kor, thanks Lisa, thanks Kenji, thanks Drama ((:

Have goodnight and God bless.

Suffocated.

2010-03-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wondered?

Have you ever thought?

Why we are doing this?

You just don't get it do you?!

I've tried my very best.

There is a limit to what we can do.

I feel so suffocated and hurt when you say those words.

Do you know it hurts?

I found a new family.

I found brand new friends.

I found brothers and sisters.

I even found a big brother.

I realise I have big sisters, that existed long time ago.

I found people I really admire, idols in my eyes.

These people made my days, thanks (:

I didn't know you weren't happy.

I didn't know you wanted so much.

Please be patient, it will be with you soon...

So stressed out and frustrated... I want to thank Kenji, LisaRena and MrDerick for talking to me and making me feel better... Thanks loads, my brothers and sisters (:

Goodnight everyone.

First post.

2010-03-26T10:09:00.000-07:00

Times have went pass and things have been changing.

Well, today was like every other day. But a little different.

I suddenly feel like there was a need to start cherishing things, things I have not put in mind in the past.

Currently working on Lunch Time Concert.

Really praying hard that it will come out good.

Feeling so vexed today.

Why do things always turn out this way?

Hmmm, but I do love looking on the bright side :D

Sacrifices have to be made.

I found a whole new view on my CCA.

I use to, you know, just slack.

But now, I want to go for CCA everyday.

Somehow, I also found a whole new family there.

Everyone gives me a heart-warming feeling.

Even our new trainer is a nice guy.

School work is getting tougher.

No more child's play.

I barely have time to rest.

I want to balance out my things.

So that my parents won't nag about me being weak in my academics.

I know it's for my own good.

But can't they wait for the day when I actually prove myself?

I will work hard to get what I want.

The theatre stage with the spotlight is waiting for me,

Right before my eyes...